No good :(

I'm so stress with life right now. some stuff hurts a lot. Arghhhh hate it and hate it all. At particular point, i feel that i have no one that i can turn to. I've never felt so alone and it's scary. How i wish things are the way they were before, nahhhh it's not gonna happen. All that i know, from this point onwards i have to deal everything on my own. It's hard, very very hard. But i guess i have to live with it. Ahhhhhh, just wish i could get away somewhere right now,

and i really miss everything...

p/s:Skrg ni, teringin benar nak attend Borneo International Marathon 2010 dkt KK, tapi takde budgetlah pulak nak beli air ticket. Unless kalau ada org nak bayar hutang bolehlah jugak pergi. sighhhhh :(